Pretty Was Never the Plot — Episode 10

This isn't my call alone. The department is preparing to nominate Ethan. My grades were higher. I did more research. I spent dozens of sleepless nights on that application.

And I still lost because I don't fit their picture. So this isn't about whether I can do it. You just think a fat girl next to a Westbridge banner looks bad. Don't put it that way.

In the real world, self-discipline matters. Self-discipline was their favorite cover. As long as I was fat, hard work meant nothing. Every achievement turned into, too bad she couldn't control herself.

For a few seconds, I really blamed myself. My stomach, my calves too thick for boots. I hated that I couldn't just quietly fit the standard. When does the list go in?

Before the end of the semester. Twelve weeks. I didn't know how much I could change. But I wasn't going to lose to Ethan again.

Over anything but my work. I was so worried you weren't eating enough. I never asked if eating felt bad. What scared me most was her blaming herself.

But she didn't pile my plate high or tell me bigger was better. She just said we needed a new way to love each other. We'll do this the way the doctor said. No starving.

No sketchy pills online. You eat breakfast, get enough protein, and I'll walk with you. you don't blame me you just want to feel better in your body why would i blame you for that i