Too Sick to Matter — Episode 6

want to be here? Then get lost. Then get lost. Why won't you believe me? Is that all I am to Someone who lies and clings? Colin sees my reddened eyes and hesitates, and then the restlessness sweeps over me. I can't stop scratching. My condition is acting up. Colin, get me out of here.

I reach out, my eyes begging. Right then, Lydia clutches her stomach and leans into Colin. Colin, my stomach hurts. Help me sit down.

I feel kind of unsteady. Colin's attention snaps to her. He steadies her. Did you drink something cold?

My hand hangs there, watching them. My despair sinks deeper. Over a decade with me means nothing next to Lydia. Colin, please, don't leave me.

I really don't feel well. You were so proud to walk out. Now deal with it yourself. He's made up his mind to punish me for defying him.

just as I reach for his arm he shoves me hard my knees hit the ground again the broken skin throbs the agitation nearly swallows me whole this is your lesson suffer what a pathetic parasite Lydia's friend laughs she's just here for attention another chimes in who else would put up with freak like her tears

roll down my face in this moment I feel nothing but shame shame for my condition shame for the way they look down at me why me why do I have this then that familiar scent wraps around me alex thought you were busy tonight alex ignores him his